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30 August 2015 @ 02:52 pm


I'm a 20-something lass from the Pearl of the Orient. I dig into almost anything and everything related to Japan.
Current Mood: sleepysleepy
Current Music: Setsunasa, Hikikae ni by Hey! Say! JUMP
28 September 2016 @ 11:26 pm
...is hard. Extremely hard. Your feelings are going to be thrown all over, you try to gather them in place but while you're not done with that yet, it's going to be thrown all over once again.

You will like a certain Jr.
At first, it might be that you're only interested in him.
Your favorite Jr. gets to be in a unit.
You will watch the unit.
You will watch the unit more and more.
You will start having interest for the other members too.
You will start liking the other members too.
You will like the group so much.
You will love the group so much.
You will think you'd want to follow that group forever.
You will cherish the group so much.
The agency will decide to mess with the members.
You can do nothing but continue hoping (and crying while you're at it).
It will hurt.
It will be painful.
You won't know what to do.


This is what happened to me.

I have been in Johnnys fandom for 6 years, not that long compared to others I know. My time as an active Jr. fan is even shorter, it has only been a year, so I'm new with this heartbreak that the Jr. fandom brings. I never had to deal with this heartbreak before because Arashi and Hey! Say! JUMP are already debuted when I became a fan, though there were still heartbreaks when they had issues and stuff, that was only occasional. In the Jr. fandom, (lately) it's just almost every other day that I get a heartbreak.

I'd like to continue watching them shine.
I'd like to see how they will grow more.

But, I think my heart might be too weak for the Jr. fandom.

I am so emotional when it comes to my idols, and I have been crying night and day ever since they stopped putting my favorite Jr. with his group. When I say I cry, I cry. I'm not just saying it so I would sound dramatic here. If anything, I would even want to know how can I avoid crying because it's really unhealthy for me emotionally that I've been crying everyday.

Seriously, someone please help this shattered fan.
16 March 2016 @ 05:50 am

Hello, hello, and Merry Christmas! Loljk. Anyway, since I managed to start with a Sexy Zone song, I'll take this opportunity to greet both Kikuchi Fuma and Nakajima Kento a belated happy birthday! Their birthdays are on the 7th and 13th of the month respectively. Lately, I like Kenty a lot because it seems Aran is often under his care, starting this spring they will even be senpai-kouhai in uni. :) On another note, I'd like to comment on a new unit (I'm not sure maybe the unit is only for Crea) but yeah, Love-tune. Yasui Kentaro finally gets to be in a unit and Hagiya Keigo and Sanada Yuma are put in a group too after quite awhile, Morita Myuto is there while also being a member of Travis Japan. As much as I would like to support them because I really like the members, I don't want this kind of complication either. Sometimes, I can't help but hope they get another jr instead of Myuto for the bass. I mean, I'm pretty sure there are other jrs who are not in a unit who also knows how to play the guitar/bass. I just want the management to stop messing with Travis Japan already by getting members from time to time. Travis Japan has 9 members, not 8, not 7, not 6, but 9! Anyway, sorry, twitter has limited characters and I need to let this out somewhere so I'm putting it here hahaha. And also! Let me express my happiness because TakiTsuba's shinshun concert will be released on DVD and Blu-ray! Travis Japan (all 9 members) served as backdancers for that concert and in the setlist, they will even include Travis Japan segment! Omg, I love you TakiTsuba and whoever that person from the management who decided to include Travis Japan segment!!! So excited to watch it, really! Okay okay, I'll proceed with my commentary. XD

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I have watched the 2016.03.09 episode of Shokura and I think I like it more than this one tbh. XD The post for it might be coming soon. That's all for now!

Current Mood: okayokay
Current Music: Koi Uta by Tackey & Tsubasa
26 February 2016 @ 04:02 am
Here's my commentary for the 2nd episode of February! Yey, I was able to get it done before the March episodes come. XD But just like with the past commentaries, I'll share something again before going on to it. Lol. Yet again, another jr has taken my interest! He's the youngest jr that has taken my interest so far. He's so young that I kinda don't know what to do because I feel a little awkward liking someone so young. XD My sister and mom were the first ones to notice him when we were re-watching an episode of Shokura, I've been seeing him before but I wasn't that interested not until they started noticing him. XD Who is he? He is Sakuma Ryuto (Ryuto from here on)!! It breaks my heart that he is a 02liner! Hahaha. Yes, 2002 so that makes him only 13-year-old T_T But he's cute and now he really tickles my fancy. XD I haven't mentioned him in my previous commentaries because I only knew his name the day before yesterday (February 24), but it's likely I'll mention him whenever I see him from here on. It seems he usually backdances for HiHi Jet recently. Anyway, I also like Inoue Mizuki from HiHi Jet. :)

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There you go, now I'm prepared for the March episodes! I hope I can watch 9nin Travis Japan on Shokura again soon!!!
Current Mood: okayokay
Current Music: Hi Hi JET by HiHi Jet
24 February 2016 @ 06:05 am
Here is my commentary for the 1st episode of February! Not like anyone's anticipating for it, but anyway, I love this episode. Lol. But before that, I'd just like to mention here, for memories, that someone left Johnnys again. It has been known since February 19 that Yamakura Sharufu has left the agency, he has a Twitter account already which seems legit. I just mentioned him in my last post because he was one of Sexy Zone's Yo Marius's backdancers in his solo performance. Sharufu is not really one of my favorites, and I honestly don't watch him that much but it's always sad to see someone leave the agency. And it has been kind of worrying that some Jrs might not be as motivated as they once were because in just this year alone, we already have 3 who left. First was Tajima Shogo, then, Tamamoto Fumito, and now Yamakura Sharufu. It seems Morita Mahiro, who is in the new group Tamamoto Fumito is in, was also a Johnnys Jr. though I don't really know him. If that's so, then that makes it 4 who have left. There are rumors that Hanzawa Akatsuki has left too, but I'm not sure yet. He's not really a favorite but if ever, I'm gonna miss hearing him sing with Masuda Ryo, Jesse, and Kyomoto Taiga. (And if this is true as well, then that makes it 5! But I hope this is not true.) We're only in the 2nd month of 2016, but I hope there won't be much heartbreak from here anymore. I was sad when Tajima left, he's not one of my top favorites too but he's probably at least in my Top 30 if I would rank them. Being in the Top 30 in a whopping hundreds of jrs is not bad. XD Now, sorry for the long blabbing, on to my commentary!

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Took me awhile to finish this commentary. I'm too lazy to open my laptop lately, usually I just leave it downloading some files and surf the internet on my phone instead, if I can download big files on my phone and transfer them to a USB/HDD through my phone too, I won't even have to turn on my laptop everyday. I don't even watch my files on my laptop, I watch them all on TV through an HDD because I want them on big screen. XD But posting here on LJ forces me to be on laptop because it's hard to make a long post with the livejournal mobile site or android app. Well, enough of that. Hahaha. I just hope I can get to writing my commentary for the 2nd episode of February before sunday (February 28) because March episodes are coming soon!
Current Mood: okayokay
Current Music: Manatsu no Yoru no Hana by Yara Tomoyuki, 4U, They Budou, MAD